Thursday, August 15, 2013

I was never ready for adulthood.

It hit me by storm.   Of Course as a teen I just told myself ill quit fucking up when I'm an adult.   I guess I could pretend then my actions only affected me.  The funny thing Is to all of those that I've affected due to lack of responsibility It mostly stemmed from originally trying to hard to cater to others.  I have always just wanted to have fun in life and its always been very easy for me to ignore the consequences.  People share in the fun and tend to disappear when the limelight fades.   I've never minded taking on the dark times all my self just to try to keep the limelight on.    I'm sorry if I've ever let the limelight dim.   It's really all love.  And that Is more real than you will ever know.